Between Him and I…

Sweet Jesus, it has been no secret to you that over the past few years, Andrew has been suffering. It is no secret to you that our nights have been restless and our mornings filled with anxiety. It is no secret to you that he is hurting, feeling alone and defeated and it is no [...]

Don’t think it was ever easy…

It is no secret that Andrew and I have had our “moments”. We will just call them “moments” for now. You know the kind of “moments” I am talking about. The kind that make you fall to your knees, tears streaming down your face, doubt staring you straight in the eyes, the kind of moments [...]

College might not matter all that much…

Tonight was Good Friday church. And true to its name, it was good, really good. In the middle of a powerful and one of my most beloved songs, “The Old Rugged Cross” something came to me. I was overwhelmed with what was consuming my attention, in the middle of my most beloved worship song, I [...]

Today is a good day…

Today is a good day, not because it is Thursday, which marks the second half of the week. Nor because it is actually spring like weather outside, cool in the morning and warm in the afternoon. Today is a good day, because this morning, bright and early I met with Jesus. We had a great [...]

Just what I need…

Life has some how gotten a little out of focus lately. You know, focused on me, rather than Him. You know, focused on the stress of everyday life rather than the blessings of a new day. You know, more focused on the budget than the Bible… I kind of feel like I have been walking [...]

In Him… I will find rest…

So, in the midst of not feeling well, I started to pray about a few things, and my sweet and tender Abba said to me “Stop focusing on you, and focus on them…” Interesting how when we are so focused on our lives, things can seem different – either better or worse than they really are… so [...]

Jesus Please…

It’s been almost 3 weeks now, I have not felt well… We have done several blood tests, 2 CT scans, 3 ultrasounds, 1 trip to the ER in the middle of the night and more urine tests than one woman can stand… still nothing. Just pain, stomach pain, back pain and lots of throw up…
Jesus, please [...]

Change Noticed

Over the past three years our lives changed. My husband changed, but today I realized, I changed too. I have watched my husband change, our marriage change, our lives change and I finally got it, I also changed. Today I realized it and it was as plain as day. You see, when hubs got sick, [...]

How awesome is He…

How amazing is He? Have you ever just sat down to think about all He has done?
Just the other day I saw Him, I felt His breath, I was consumed by His peace… that is something I could never give up… As I sit on the couch, the house is all most all clean, both [...]

You will never believe it…

So, a few posts back, I went on and on about the upcoming 10 year high school reunion. Well, just this week, praise the LORD, we have an answer to the ever pending, will I go, dilema… So, first and foremost, I had been praying about attending this ever pleasent milestone in one’s life. But, [...]